entry 10 (##/3/2025)

its been a while hasnt it? to be completely honest writing in this diary has felt like a chore, it takes SO much effort to actually get this live but oh well xd

anywaysss about how ive been doing for these past two months.. ive been doing okay ishhhh, like last month was hell for VARIOUS reasons and it seems like this month will be hell too,, might actually start writng notes just in case.

i want something tragic like a failed attempt or me getting hospitalized for some reason to happen so i can fnd some sort of meaniing, its liike i want to comit suicide but dont actually want to die ykkkkkkk.. i hope that makes sense. S2

anyways here is a tip for all the girls like me out theree, i found out that panty liners are PERFECT for tucking! like they get rid of sweat and general dscharge meaning i dont have to worry about it AT ALLLL, so like 10/10 do recommend :3